I love my life. I really do. Sometimes, I just get tired.
When pressure comes in, usually I double my efforts in some
other things. But the problem with that, I get burned out a
lot. I can't isolate myself and rest. That's why maybe
I'm
really looking forward to leaving. Maybe that way, people
won't depend on me too much. Sometimes kasi I feel like
people are using me as their punching bag. I'm so kind
kasi, my best friend tells me.

On the other hand, I always feel that I can't really give
up. I care too much for them. In some way or the other,
even if I leave, I know that I still will involve myself
with them, but more on prayers, which I think is more
important.

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Random thought:
Sometimes people react defensively and sometimes, kind
people are put down or crushed as their defense mechanism.
Whenever I go into a discussion, I must remember to be
objective and focus because we're only humans and we tend
to be defensive when we think we're on the attack.