... i counselled last saturday for a person who had
relationship with three married men... i didn't know what
to say because she was asking me what to do... step by
step... so wat i did was to go back to the very first thing
we do when confusion starts to creep into our lives... that
is to pray. i closed my eyes and asked her to pray with
me... and i let the Holy Spirit do the talking... u know
what? it worked... words suddenly came out and we were both
touched with the prayer... sometimes the simplest thing to
do is forgotten...

... i am planning to go to Mindoro to work... i have to
save up... i know also that this is a time for me to escape
and to give myself a break... i must have thought of
leaving so many times already... but i guess God doesn't
want me to leave yet... i realize a lot of people are
affected with me going... Ate Rita for one... i know she's
been praying for me to stay... and i don't know if i'll be
staying or not... i know it's not for me to decide... it's
for God to show me where He wants me to be at the moment...
it's tough... u know u have responsibilities but u have to
also let ur family understand the essence of trusting and
obeying God... which frankly, not many bother to
understand... and then a lot of responsibilities are given
to you... you know you can't back out and you know you have
to stay to make it work... but what to do with those
responsibilities? aaaaaaaahhhhhh, confusing... but i'm not
rattled... i know God has a purpose for everything...

... it's an overwhelming feeling when i know people learn
from me or from my example... i have always looked up to
people and it's a different feeling when tables are
turned... but i know everything i do comes from HIM...

... i have praying one day this week when suddenly, i
realized i had selfish prayers. so i started praying for
other people... i started with my family, my friends then i
remembered this guy i am starting to like, and i prayed for
him... the funny thing is, i was waiting for my brother to
hand me my planner because i left it at home. the moment i
started praying for him, at the corner of my eye, i saw my
brother's car and it looks like it's leaving without him
handing my planner so i had to rush over to the car...
after that, it was really funny because i realize maybe God
doesn't want me praying for a guy... jelly baga.... =) but
i don't mind because i am in love with the Lord and maybe
He doesn't want me to have a partner in life... and i'm
okay with that. after all, if u have Him, iba ang
feeling...

... my best friend just got a cool phone... natatawa ako
when people rush over and ask to look at it... i know i do
that also, pero actually, nafefeel ko naman that i do it to
my best friend kahit anong gamit, luma man or bago... i'm
nosy siguro by nature talaga. but it's such a funny scene
when people ask him to lend it to the people... minsan kasi
alam ko my best friend hates me nosying (nosing?) his
stuff... wala lang...

... i love my cat. she has a way of relieving the stress of
the day... every time i come home, she welcomes me with her
signature "meow"... a crackled one if you should ever hear
one. she's such a darling. at mornings naman, every time i
wake up, she's already sleeping beside my legs. ang sweet
lang kasi she really knows where to sleep and take a nap.
my mom says kahit wala ako sa bahay, she dozes off in my
pillow...