When I get tested for my faith and person, I believe I
always get a failing mark. Most often than not, I give in
to the devil and get frustrated, irksome and all...
Especially when I was still in the corporate world... i let
pride get the better of me.

But what usually happens is that my concscience always
talks me out of this momentarily haze. And it's a cycle all
over.

I realized today how to slightly channel off negative
things... i shut down like a computer and pray. Amidst all
the chaos around me, I fall quiet and submit myself to Him.
I don't talk at all... yet I do not smile also (for I don't
have the energy to do so)... but after, I relax and see
things in a positive light...

Thank you Lord for this realization. I'm grateful that you
lead me by the hand...