I have no problem with crossroads. I know that it will come
to you at the least expected time. However, I feel so
frustrated because I've just been into a crossroad and
right now, I know that I am in another one.

My Mindoro option suddenly became a non-option. My friend
overqualified me to the owner and the owner got scared
because of my credentials. Hay, I wish they talked to me
about it first. I really wanted to take this option
already. But I guess the Lord has other plans for me. It's
also funny because I learned that so many people were
praying for me to stay. I am touched by this, kaya lang I
really wanted that option!

I realized I am such an "escapist"... I know I deal with my
own problems head on, but there are a lot of times where I
feel I need to escape from all the burden, all the
pressures, all the people around me.

It's so good that I have a recollection coming up this
March 16-18. I truly hope that I'll be refreshed with the
Lord. I really need the break and I really need a One-On-
One with the Lord.

I am just praying that I will be able to do some day what
I've always wanted to do. That He will allow me to do it so
that I will be blessed while doing so.