being a christian is never easy. christ never promised it
would be. he went through so much agony first before glory
came. and today, i am faced with the question of whether i
am a true christian who loves unceasingly? am i a christian
who go to masses but after that, thinks bad about people
and sin more and more each minute by gossiping, by talking
about people behind their backs and all... sometimes i
commit these sins, and i regret them. after having watched
the passion, i remember that every time i sin, i add more
to his suffering... and there are times i am forewarned
everytime i almost commit a sin... maybe this is a grace
God has given me after having watched the passion. but
still, the other times i can't seem to help myself... life
indeed is a struggle, but christ came to show us he was
able to do so... and i pray each day i'll be stronger in my
conviction to turn away from the sins... and i know one day
he will allow me. for his glory...