I don't know how, I don't know when, but when He called me
to love Him, I am grateful that I heeded his call. Because
in my twenty-six years of existence, I never would have
traded my experiences of love of Him for anything. In the
area of love, I am still a work of progress and I think I
will never really stop being one. Yet I am not at all
worried because I know that when I am empty, he will fill
me; when I am thirsty and hungry, he will feed me; when I
am sad, his joy shall reign; when I am weak, he will give
me strength; when I am irate, he will calm me; when I am
about to give up, he shall never let go... And all these
experiences, He makes me love him more.

I am blessed because He continues to affirm his love for me
through various instruments. Sometimes it's a book,
sometimes a person, sometimes a feeling, sometimes a song,
sometimes the view, sometimes in a message, sometimes i
think in everything yet it's just me who misses this
opportunity.

I just can't stop talking about Him. The best conversations
I have had consists him as the topic. No matter who I'm
having the conversation with, He's just so interesting to
talk about. And I do love talking about Him. He enlightens
me so much when He uses other people to bring insights, to
make me know Him better and to inspire me to love Him more.
He sometimes speaks to me, too. And when I get his love
messages, I also get "kilig" and I could barely express
what I am feeling inside.

Am I crazy for loving Him? A lot of times, the world
says "YES!"... but I do not falter, because He is the best,
and I know I am in love with Him who others could not stand
up to.

This love of mine, I will try not to let go. As they said,
love is a decision and my whole freewill wants to be with
this love of mine as long as I shall live.

To my Love, Jesus, I truly love you. I hope I won't make
you love me less, but instead, I hope our friendship and
love will remain forever.