Finally! After days of writer's block, I finally wanted to write something. ;) I don't usually procastinate but the past few days has been sad for me and I didn't want my blog to be full of them so I restrained myself from writing anything. And today, there is reason to be happy about so I'm back to writing again!!!
I finally read the "Read It or Rue It" booklet which gave a lot of insights on purgatory. I prayed for them the whole day and I'm grateful that my talk (though crammed) went well naman. There's a lot of things that aren't so clear pa rin with regards to this topic but if we don't start somewhere to understand our faith... then what about the responsibility we have as Catholic Christians? Though it's hard to just have a passion for the poor souls in Purgatory, I believe we have to do our part and pray for them...
God is so good!!!! He humbled me not to accept the offer in Mindoro (but the offer is still standing daw kahit kelan ko gusto!) and accept my life in pro-life and accept the fact that I do have to cut back on some stuff in life... but Sr. Pilar led me to this decision when she said that she'll try to give me allowances or increase in salary. After that, I realized it's not time for me to leave. Nakakainis na nakakatawa. Nakakainis kasi I really want to go... I feel that I've been taken for granted na by the people around me... and I want to free myself of expectations from other people... and a time to really just rest and finally take care of me... but God still has plans for me here... he wants me to witness pa siguro the birth of my pamangkin this september... and i remember that in pro-life, i still have a role to play for Ate Rita... at the start kasi, God sent me a message that I'm a constant reminder of his love for Ate Rita so that she can finally accept His plan for her... hay, ang tigas ng ulo ni Ate Rita kaya siguro ayaw pa nya ako paalisin... oh well. Nakakatuwa din kasi I know that there are a lot of things he wants me to experience... and the humbling and accepting of my fate (even if i had to die to my desire to go) is a sacrifice I offer to Jesus' passion. God is good because He really find ways to show me His love! Kasi I'm to watch Harry Potter with d boyz at fccy (bernard, jetsson, marc... o diba?) and I was actually wondering where to get the money to watch at ROCKWELL! But God is good kasi birthday pala ni Jetsson so libre pala nya!!!! Grabe, you can't outdo God talaga with His generosity! I'm also happy that I accepted their invitation to go with them... mejo maiba naman ng company para I won't always expect from the company I always keep. God has a way talaga to show me He loves me. He knows kasi I'm so tired na... and He uplifts me talaga in numerous ways. (Thanks, Lord!)
I'm also happy today cause Charlene & Jec went to the Singles... and our number grew from four... to... NINE! O diba, bountiful blessings of God! I'm also happy that Char came... tagal ko na kasi hindi nakikita 'tong TWIN friend (makes no sense but perfect sense to Char & me) kong to... and i really love her for being such a sunshine! I know my day will brighten up just by her presence... and tonight, she did shine on me! ;)
Happy din ako kasi we celebrated Papa's birthday... am glad He's still alive... I really mean it... I know we have difficulties, but God's going to get us through the rain... so to speak...
So a day is about to close... but I'm really happy that God allowed me to experience everything... this made me hang on to Him more... he really showed me that each day is a gift, a miracle to unfold every minute... if you open your heart and mind... you'll see the blessings... in any time... in any way...
