This week has been so harassing! We started this week prepping up for our Teaching Teen Sexuality Seminar to be held in the office. It was such a whirlwind sorts of planning... in short, it was all over the place. No direction, no anything. It's like everybody's doing the same things, involving themselves in everything! The worst part is, only Angie understands my predicament. Anyhoo... Wednesday was the highlight because that was the first day. Got there around 730, helped out in calligraphing names in the name tag, displayed items for sale and so on. Assisted in the merienda, went up and down the stairs to call for items still at the office. The venue of the seminar and the office was like about two-three blocks away. And so the running around, assisting went on for the whole day. I even ate standing up! So, it was like just two hours of sitting time in my 10-hour work for that day! I can just imagine all the skilled workers, salesladies and all people working standing UP had to endure... and made me give them so much respect after this ordeal.
After work, I had to go to St. Peter for our pictorial. While waiting for everyone, I sat down at the dining hall and talked to eric, unloading the burden I had on my shoulders... I told him I was really tired... and I can no longer comprehend who i am anymore... and since it was such a very harassing and tiring day, I was so down already that when I knew the shoot was cancelled, I didn't have the strength to text anyone, to call anyone or talk to anyone for that matter. No emotion came from that news. I think Bebs might have felt a bit off that I had no feelings in my texts... but it wasn't like I didn't want to be warm in my texts... I simply had no strength anymore.
Devoid of anything, I went home and went to sleep. I woke up (and realized I was going to be late so I didn't take my sweet time and hurry up I did)... but I didn't expect to fall down the stairs... TWICE!!! I wasn't even running... the floor wax was recently applied and the sandals I was wearing was new so slipped I did... I was so much in shock that I didn't feel the pain. I knew I was late so I rushed off. Hour after hour, I could feel the pain immersing. First, nangalay yung left arm ko, then it was part in my buttocks na naghit sa floor. By the end of the night, both arms was hurting like crazy and my mom poured omega to ease the pain. Before I slept, the outlet where I supposedly would plug my electric fan not (apparently, since I took off my contacts, I plugged in the speakers), sparkled and boom! Pumutok na! So I had to wrestle my way to unplug the outlet (which is at the back of the bed... hard to the capital H alisin). I dropped down the bed so exhausted, so tired, feeling the pain coming back and the OMEGA wearing off... I prayed that night that the next day be less eventful...
... And today, the pain moved up to half of my left body, where I think I put all of my body weight when I fell, my waist hurts even a twinge if I moved it in any angle, my arms still hurt, and my buttocks hurt too. It even hurts to sneeze! Nakaleave na naman ako and this time, I don't want to take this leave at all.
I feel so emotionless after all this events. What's more, there's so many deadlines to finish. I hope I can do everything even if I'm broken and disadvantaged.
With all that's happened, I'm not even sure what to put in the Title area of this blog!!!
