my family isn't perfect... we have our highs and lows and we've gone through the up and down side of the wheel that made us stronger... and i really didn't give them the time of day before... i thought i was doing something better. but God made me realize that your family could always be the one thing that you'll have for sure and that they're a blessing - through and through. and itsumo... well, that's our sound in the fx that endeared everyone to the sounds of dice & k9.

i'm feeling a bit better now. although i haven't faced my ghosts yet so i don't know how i'd turn out to be when the time comes that i've got to face them. but with this, i realized how God loves me... because He gives me hope... and He gives me love... and most of all, i'm beginning to see love again in the people past the hurts... baby steps though... ;)