i'm beginning to feel a bit lost again. i'm beginning to ask if all this hard work is worth it. i don't see my family anymore... even friends for that matter. i usually get off from work at 10 PM already. and it's a real stressful environment. i know am going somewhere but is this all worth it? sometimes i feel so much in a rut that i feel so lonely. but i know i ahve to persevere. someday, god's glory will rise from all of this. i pray that it will be soon.


lord, please renew the strength i found in you. and keep me steady in your love.


Lord I've come to know the weakness I see in me... will be drifted away by the power of your love... Hold me close, let your love surround me... bring me near, draw me to your side... and as I pray, I'll rise up like the eagle and I will soar with you, your spirit leads me on by the power of your love...
*lyrics from the song 'Power of your Love'