i'm tired... physically and emotionally. i wish i could turn into a new leaf in a snap... it isn't my choice to be like this... i wish sometimes people understand that. if i had a choice why would i choose to feel tired, frustrated and disappointed? i would choose to be a person who can just shrug after a frustrating situation and feel better almost immediately!


but i think i know the reason why i'm this way... i left His "presence" and am lost... i know i need to go back to His presence and He would slowly heal me. but it's like i need a push, a jumpstart, a leap of faith... but it's like my feet are cemented to the ground and i just can't.

just wanted to share a song that's it's in my head and heart right now...


Hear Our Prayer

by Hillsong United

album: United Live (2000), Overwhelmed (2002)


Hear our prayer
Spirit, come
How I long for
Your sweet touch.


On my knees
I cry out
Jesus, Savior
Behold your child.


Chorus
Like a deer longing for water
My soul yearns;
Only you can fill my deep hunger
My heart burns
My heart burns.


Oceans deep
Mountains high
O my God, I cannot live without your love;
I cannot live without your love.


(Repeat Chorus)