He's still at the hospital and now, he has a ventilator to help him breathe, is undergoing blood transfusion and his lungs on the x-ray has even deteriorated - he has now TB and asthma attacks.

We were asked by the doctor to sign a "Do not Resuscitate" Form already should a cardiac arrest happen. (We haven't signed yet... although we discussed this already - this is somewhat a really BAD sign.)

It's all very painful, especially when you see Papa in pain. And the overwhelming concerns on the costs of the hospital bill is also beginning to be a concern (as the ventilator machine in his room costs P5,000 a day). Although compared to the pain, the cost is actually nothing. And I know God will provide.

It is emotionally very hard, but I am carrying on and know that God is looking after us. It's actually equally hard to be a friend to me right now, as I know you guys also don't know what to say sometimes. Especially that there has been a lot of false alarms and false hopes.

All I ask right now is prayers for strength. His will be done for Papa and for my family. Whatever it is.